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Author Archives: Carolyn Dennis-Willingham, Author
Have you earned your stripes yet?
For the longest time, I was tired of my black and white, tired of everyone bickering about who was smarter, who was better. I felt boring and tired, frustrated and snarky. Then, after I nudged a fallen little boy back to upright and I licked his skinned knee, my first colorful stripe appeared! The second came after I pulled a mouthful of leaves from an acacia tree and, when I noticed the soulful eyes of a walking 4-legged loner, I gave my meal to him. Over time, my stripes became so colorful, my friends wanted to know my secret. Now, Arnie Armadillo is aqua, Scotty Skunk is sky blue and silver, Gracie Gray Wolf is green, and … well, you get the picture.
Anyway, being kind is easy and nobody bickers anymore.
How many stripes do you have?
painting by me, CDW
I must have rocked it!
‘Cause this is what greeted me after my kickboxing workout tonight!
The Lone Wolf Trembles
Carla falls into my arms. Her pale face is scratched up and whiter than usual. Her dress is ripped at the bottom. When I hold her, she feels like a stranger.
Remembering how Daddy helped me the night I ran home from Frank’s house, I steer her to the kitchen, plunk her on a chair, and hand her a wet rag. She won’t stop crying.
“You going to tell me?” I say.
“Oh, oh, Emma. It was … was just awful …. He.. he…”
“Who?”
Carla blows her nose and looks at me like she remembers us being good friends. “He pinned me down. Said I wanted it. Said I’d been asking for it a long time. But I wasn’t, Emmy. I never asked for that! Never!”
She blows her nose again. Her tears are real, like when we were little girls and Stevie told her she looked like a possum.
“When did this happen?”
“Right after school.” She squeezes my arm. “Sometimes? I feel so lonely without you that I think kissing a boy would take my mind off not being around you and Scooter.”
She’s blaming me for acting like a tart?
“We used to have so much fun. But my parents made me stay away from you.”
I’ll ask her about that later. Right now, I think about jelly-mixing. “What did he do to you? He didn’t, you know …”
She shakes her head and cries again. I count to three. “Then what?” I say.
“He almost did. He pulled up my dress. He, he saw my panties, Emmy, my panties! He would have done more but, but we heard Rachael yelling out for me. She didn’t know I’d gone with him behind the schoolhouse. Anyway, he clamped a hand over my mouth, told me to shut up.” She’s stopped crying, but now she’s shaking like a tornado through a house.
Excerpt from The Moonshine Thicket
Let it out!
Sing loud. Sing often. Sing with soul. Sing with your heart. Let it all out!
The Gospel Singer, by me, CDW
BEE VERY CAREFUL WITH ME
I work VERY hard to make sure you have food!
painting by me, CDW
During the interrogation, Possum speaks lovingly about his wife
Possum bolted out of his chair, knocking it down. “I swannin’, I never kilt nobody an’ I don’t plan to. I ain’t an eye-fer-an-eye kinda feller,” he said, looking at me.
Giovanni picked up the chair. “Hell, we know that, Possum. Calm down.”
Sheriff Tobin removed his hat and patted the table. “Just sit for a spell and hear us out.”
O’Connell did as told, rubbing his beer gut.
Sheriff Tobin stuffed his hands casually in his back pockets. “Miss Duecker, here, says you remember seeing Miss Sanders, the lady with the yellow scarf, at Menger’s.”
Mr. O’Connell let out a shiver. “Gotta show…show…show y’all somethin’.” He retreated to his bedroom and returned with a cat under one arm and a yellow bonnet under the other. “This here,” he said, lifting the cat up to his shoulder, “is mine.” He placed Dawg on the floor and held out the bonnet. “This here belonged to Edna. She loved this head wrap. Had it fer many years. Thought about burying her in it, but I jest couldn’t do’er…couldn’t do’er. Wanted to have it to remember her by.”
Van Riper shifted his weight from one leg to the other and heaved a deep sigh.
“Anyhow,” Possum continued, sitting again, “that’s how I come to remember that yeller scarf. Bright as this here bonnet. I’d been drinking Menger corn juice thinkin’ ’bout Edna when I saw that scarf round that woman’s neck. Almost like Edna done sent me a wink, wink, wink from heaven.”
Excerpt from The Last Bordello
Stupid pinwheel, stupid me
I had motioned Mama away. I was stupid because I had to save my pinwheel. Stupid that I let Brandon pour so much rotgut down my throat that I was too sick to leave with Mama.
What if I had given up the pinwheel? Never let Brandon pour that hooch down my gullet? I know the answer. If I’d been well, I would have made Mama stay. In a red chili second, I would have forced Mama and Daddy together to finish talking, to work out their problems.
I lift my head and see the note Miss Delores read to me. It’s three-quarters folded and right then I know something’s funny. Miss Delores didn’t write down Mama’s words from a telephone conversation. I’d Recognize Mama’s writing a mile away.
Excerpt from The Moonshine Thicket
Redefining Disease
This man, Chris Hageseth, my writing and editing buddy, has Parkinson’s Disease. Instead of giving in to it, he redefines it. Chris is “The Director of the Parkinson’s Disease Support Group, a retired psychiatrist, author and an outspoken activist on sweating out Parkinson’s disease through exercise.”
Please read THIS outstanding article! Go Chris!! You are an inspiration!
I’M HAPPY DANCING!
Many of you may have read my blog posts of excerpts from THE MOONSHINE THICKET. After two rejections, I was just notified by an agent who has read the first 50 pages. She said, “Dear Carolyn, I hope you’re having a great week so far. I enjoyed the first 50 pages of THE MOONSHINE THICKET, and I’d love to keep reading. Would you please send me the full manuscript? Thanks in advance! My best…”
Cross your fingers for me, please!
Carolyn Dennis-Willingham 