Keeping An Eye Out

The human course, it often baffles –

the politics, ego, discord –

who wants the giveaways of maniacs?

No, they can keep their judgement raffles.

But if something makes our bellies churn

the core, an apple rotten,

then curious it makes our eye

perhaps, it’s then, we learn.

Back Off, Jack 2

painting by CD-W

 

THIS IS NOT MY BRAIN ON DRUGS

This is Mary Jane.

mary jane in skivvies

 

She is a paper doll created by Milton Bradley Co. in the 1950’s.

This is me, created by Mom and Dad in the 1950’s.

Scan

This is Paper Doll Me created by, well, me a few days ago.

 Me in skivviesWhy a paper doll? Why here? Why now?

So, this isn’t my brain on drugs. This is my brain “memory sparking”. I think I’ll call her  “Paper Doll Sparky”. Maybe “P.D. Sparky” for short. Or “Sparky” for shorter.

 

 

I can tell by looking at her that me, I mean Sparky, and Mary Jane wouldn’t have had a lot in common back then. Not that you should judge someone by appearance but she looks like Miss Goody Two-Shoes. I bet she followed all the rules and never once tried to do something new, challenging or creative.

Too bad, so sad.

I bet she never once hid in a gutter, yelled at her mother, or grew to get caught by the principal for smoking cigarettes in the girls bathroom in middle school (we called it Junior High back then).

In fact, she looks just like Lori, the tattle tale girl who ratted me out for lying to my mother when I was five.

So, I stole, I mean borrowed, some of Mary Jane’s clothes. They are mine now and Sparky can wear them for better purposes than to have mundane tea parties with preppy little girls who never climb trees or scrape their knees.

But don’t let the clothes fool you. Wearing one of Mary Jane’s prim and proper dresses won’t take the girl out of her true skin. (Besides, she’s made out of cardboard).

She’s packing up now, getting ready to see what kind of troubles her memories will stir up.  As Dad used to say, “Time to separate the sheep from the goats.”

 

 

You comin’?

me green dress.png

To be continued …

 

 

You Can’t Rush the Blush

The conditions, in its favor

The moment of magic, short-lived

But when it happens, we all stop

to look

to admire

to take pictures for safe-keeping that will always be a reminder –

There might not always be a pot of gold, but if you remember to look,

there will always be something that will blush for our benefit.

IMG_3845 2

 

via Blush

Be Open to the World

The Birth of Venus

I wait for you to come out of your shell

for you to incubate and percolate

into your perfect self

The world is not always a scary place

Concentrate

Communicate

Fear will dissipate

You can become the Goddess of Love

Just open your gate

Make this your world to punctuate

And we will celebrate your glory.

 

image credit

 

via Incubate

A Quilted Journey

mayas_quilt_of_life_faith_ringgold

In every fabric of my soul

where fibers weave and thread

where stitching seems quite flawless

there are stains from when I bled

 

Ah, but isn’t it quite marvelous

to know this quilt  has tracked

all my strains and struggles

yet I still remain intact.

 

Yes, I still remain intact.

 

— by C. Dennis-Willingham

 

photo image – quilt of Maya Angelou made by Faith Ringgold

via Fabric

Ah, Those Mentors Who Have Not Been Touched by the Absolute

I decided to look up one of my favorite words along with my favorite poet. Here’s what I got:

Screen Shot 2018-02-26 at 9.45.49 AM

What? Emily Dickinson hasn’t posted anything within 14 days??

And then I thought of how we rekindle our own imaginations – through the eyes of children, of course.

Then, I thought of Shel Silverstein.

Screen Shot 2018-02-26 at 9.55.13 AM

But this is my all-time favorite:

Screen Shot 2018-02-26 at 10.02.22 AM

And, by the way – Just because Emily hasn’t posted in a while doesn’t mean she’s not alive.

see more here

via Imagination

 

Make it Your Goal

girl-lying-on-the-grass-1741487_960_720

If out of nowhere you smell chicken soup

do you conjure up the memory of someone trying to make you feel better?

If you lay on the grass,

do you see your childhood friends beside you, giggling as a puppy licks your toes?

If you hear the coo of the mourning dove

are you transported back into the bed at your grandparent’s house laying peacefully under the quilted covers?

When you see a child squeal with happiness

are you remembering unwrapping your stuffed purple and pink cow that special Christmas Eve?

 

Memories are precious

Our goal is to have many more good ones than bad.

via Conjure

image from Pixabay

How Did I Miss This?

I love works of art. Possibly because I’m not very good at it.

Yes, I know the basics but, for some reason, I never seem to buy the right canvas. (wink)

We all know of Vermeer’s “Girl with the Pearl Earring.” But today, I discovered one of his works that I don’t remember seeing before and,

Wowzer!

Vermeer_-_Girl_with_a_Red_Hat-650x818

I insist that you meet Vermeer’s “The Girl with the Red Hat” –

the hat, fuzzy and soft enough to feel

the lighting, impeccable

the cloak, smooth and silky beneath your fingers

her moist lips ready to speak

her eyes searching to know you.

 

I won’t give up painting on canvas but, for now, I’ll stick to painting words.

 

 

image source