Poor deer. Tangled in Christmas lights. I was assured he would be fine but he will have to shed his antlers. Let’s all grow antlers for the new year!

In his support, let’s all grow antlers for the new year and be bigger and better than ever!
Poor deer. Tangled in Christmas lights. I was assured he would be fine but he will have to shed his antlers. Let’s all grow antlers for the new year!

In his support, let’s all grow antlers for the new year and be bigger and better than ever!
Photo is of the real Madam Fannie Porter who was made famous by harboring Butch Cassidy and his Wild Bunch.

The portal to the unknown inched open and revealed a handsome woman, her head held high like a proud Thoroughbred. Her eyes looked stitched with a dark-brown thread of authority and were the same color as her perfectly coiffed hair. Perhaps in her thirties, she wore a lavishly brocaded burgundy gown that cinched her waist and revealed her curves. And her shoes! I had read that Mrs. McKinley had worn such shoes at the president’s inauguration—white satin slippers beaded with color.
“Miss? How can I help you?”
“I…I’m Meta Duecker.” I hated my fear, my uncertainty and lack of confidence. “It seems I have been misled to this address. I was hoping for a glass of water and directions, perhaps?”
“Meta, I’m Madam Fannie Porter. Please come in.”
She grabbed the heavy hatbox and steered me away from the inappropriately dressed women in the parlor.
“Have fun, boys,” she said to the salivating men.
Frozen, I averted my eyes from the coquettish prostitutes and their clients and focused on the opulent décor.
To my left, an ornately carved baluster led to upstairs. Through the upstairs banister, I counted six closed doors. A grand chandelier hung from the high ceiling, and a large gilded mirror above the hearth doubled the brilliance of the room and cast a sensual glow on the two red-velvet settees and the wingback armchairs upholstered in Oriental fabric. Next to the chairs sat tea tables covered in tatted lace. A slightly faded Persian carpet lay beneath the furniture. Never had I seen such grandeur.
“Meta? Shall we?”
I followed the madam through the parlor to the right. An old upright piano stood in the corner just before the swinging doors. The wood, soft to my touch, yearned for attention.
Excerpt from The Last Bordello

Me in the 1970’s. I think I was 16. I still have this guitar!
Music ‘tis the calm for the soul
its lingering presence of tone
So sweet the sound, to which I’m bound
Doth keep me from being alone.
Refrain! I beg the timbered tone
Do not renounce these ears!
For with it not, the peace once sought
Is severed when once sincere.
-CDW
“What if everything is an illusion and nothing exists? In that case, I definitely overpaid for my carpet.” – Woody Allen

Keep open your mind
Keep open your heart
fill your pillows with feathers
to comfort a loss
Breathe in the new air
fragrant and warm
relax into being
the wonder you are.
-CDW
HAPPY NEW YEAR, MY FRIENDS!